^^^^^makes no sence but i lov3 it^^^^^
I'm so sick of people's disapoinmeants psssh like i couldn't careless about people's disapointments if i can't fell the need

My bad Yo

psssh yes anyways ummmm New years was great fun mostly a bur but i managed to hit my head on something and it hurt grrrr i always do that meh i am sad in the pants and certain parts of my hurt pretty bad cuase yes there is a damn pinched vain and nerve in my knee fucking shit yo and Wtf Was i not to be (love) i seen that shit in a dream happened exactly how it did damn this all to hell Oh well doctor says the way that it is it should heal it's self yes yes he said about 3 or 3 mores days of medicine and such should fix me yay i can fix me but i am to lazya nd i might hurt my self more (sorry love you may be disapointed but i promise next tiem you will not i just need time to heal and regcoop lol you wear me out yea yea but i will win this i am Joshua Fucking Kaleb Clark YO and i will winn and be victoreous pssshh yes) and hope is there as it dangles in this string and i cut it hahahahhaa

Later Pal
-joshie-
KaPow
whispers to myself sweet nothingnesses

I never asked for your option, i just got it and i get it.

and i could careless

deal with what you want i am done....
-josh-

i am an asshole fucking woo hoo i didn't think some people would go to all time lows and not question me about what is going on instead you would rather judge me and lable me as an asshole. You know what i used to be the quite kid i am going back to start over and i plan on staying the quite kid. GRRR i have done nothing wrong and people of ravenna feel they know me and feel that they can distroy "bash" my name.

if you hold bad feeling against be and you don't plan on leting it go you know what you can choke on you own blood

Note: i only say "i love you" or anything along them lines TO CLOSE FRIENDS but you have gone and ruined that so i am not EVER going to say it. (some people have there excpetions)

burned all the good things in the heat of the night

have a nice day PAL
-josh-

yes yes i think some people are so selfish to not say hey thanks josh for careing about my feelings but you know i am not going to stay on the topic it's no fun to refuse help and just let it go to waste i believe it to be a good reason that i am alive i have thought of ending it at times cause it needed to be but i think now i am different i would still give my life up to save a younger kid who has not been able to see much of life i am very content with what i have seen maybe the child i save would see a better and brighter life but i could be wrong ^^^^woo hoo poor gramer and puncuation^^^^
but i don't care this a lingering thought that continues to linger in my head thinking thoughts to cover up the distraction is just a down fall back to lingering unhappy thinking and just blah

-josh-

yes
-josh-

hahahahaha

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it's all i want is to be loved in a relationship sounds silly but i want it if i am to be hurt in the end it's a sacrifice i am willing to take to learn of love i could have and oh so want...
if these sound like it may mean something to you please tell me so i will be waiting on an answer
and i will love you always <<<>>>
"afraid of not knowing pain afriad of knowing love"
hmmm sounds good i made it so yay i hope it is good

YOUR FUCKING BEAUTIFUL
P.s. i will call you later
-joshua fucking kaleb clark-

Tags: psssh you love it

sorry these past few weeks i have bad luck i kinda blacked out once for about an hour not sure but i feel fine now lack of sleep may have been the casue says a Doctor thats a lie i sleep more then 8 hours a day i am that lazy but he may still be right i have been under some strain so figure out to what to do...
i need someone to cuddle with an fall asleep for the whole day

P.s. Unicorns kick ass
-josh-

hahhhahahahah oh my i am a silly bitch and people from ravenna think i am GAY thats funny.........
So silly just so you know unicorns kick ass...

hahahaha lol
-joshy-

there is nothing new here i am kinda bored with aim it's just silly after 3 weeks but meh that maybe because i am on all the time tee hee all i can think about nothing but my dream now just kinda borhers me i shouldn't worry but i do for some reason....
i need new music really bad ugh priacy is not enough lol kidding it is i love you piracy i'll never leave you...
I WANT TO PARTY...lol i might party a bit much but i love it...
-josh-
i am sorry for bleeding on your shirt..hahahaha no i am not

i like it to tell you the truth....
-only the clark-

fuck yea bitches i had soo much fun dancing my bitch ass off with maria!!! short and hot and if you guys don't like her fuck you you your going to have to deal with her i love her shes fucking awsome! so fuck you in your narrow asses you fucking bitches i am sooo fucking awsome and happy abit light headed beacuse i danced around so much ran out in the rain skiping like fairies lol i am a silly bitch i siad a few things in her ear like i'm a robot god damn i am soo fucking happy and nothing is bring me down not even my silly dream but i am soo damn drained it's hard typing all this i am sooo laughing my ass off right no hahahahahaha my punk rock princess.................................
your shanagains are funny and i love ya bitches!!!! i have 2 phone numbers yay for me

-only the clark-

wtf i am fucking awsome hott stupid cool dumbshit.......

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yay stuff -only the clark-

hmmmmm well as far as lost you gain more in the end i see that now hahahaha well i am glad i choose to take actions than to wait till it was to late but i have this weird feeling still it just might be that i am fucking awsome as hell but thats only me bitches................i want to mosh and fight and get my ass kicked sounds like funn to me but thats me huh

honesty rules so do it and hmmm might as well dance around you'll feel like fool but it's fun and i do it!!!!

hmmmmmmmmm
-Only the Clark-

i sought help and got it
i sought my answer i got it
i sought and fixed the problem so don't ingore me please

hmmmm well as far as something about love i have lost one gained another 2 but in a sence gained another kind from the lost love i am totlay fine with that it's how i've been for a while and i can't change that it's my words that go to waste not yours i can hear you and i will still be there even after all this thats happeing but in all endings don't choose to ignore me it's the wrong thing to do and i could be wrong but whatever your going to have to trust me and love.....................

could it be words........
-Only the Clark-

sorry this had to happen to you

hey hey i am very even now i think most of everything has been worked out i guess but there is one thing poking at me that dream what was it's purpose i seen nothing close to realvant to now but who cares i am god damn awsome bitches....................god damn it i am fucking awsome!!! if you don't think so your beeing dramatic and we don't like it so knock it off!!!!
-josh-

.......................................running out of time.................................................
I think you know what i am getting at i find it so upseting that you choose to keep from just telling your fine even if you have already said it before i'd like to hear it again hmmmmmmm well i have pretty much distanced myself again because i CHOOSE to have feelings and CHOOSE not be a thin husk of feeling and a shell of a person.... and i am fucking sorry i have invoved you i hope you can come to forgive me what happened to us because i took this to far i am too blame why couldn't you have tried to stop me from turning out this is way........
.............................................................the end.......................................
hmmmmmm
-never giving up-
-Only the Clark-

if you didn't know i have been having this dream for sometime now that i get shot over someones jealous ambitions nice right they could have said hey josh stop been such a bitch or could have kicked my ass but if shooting me is what is needed to solve the problem thats fine with me because i end up forgiving you for your shenanigans...............so here is the setup
I am i think alone in this room i can on see a barbershop chair under this single light so i see nothing else but the chair and because i have had this dream some many times i recognize the chair and right then i know what is going to happen but i don't run i slowly walk up and sit in this chair known whats going to happen so i sit there for about a minute and there is this hand with a gun i know what kinda gun it is to 9mm berreta silver i think so this form of a person is still in the dark i see this persons face he/she shots me in the jaw and then another two times in the chest i sit there in pain for a second and then nothing but darkness till i wake up in the hospital noticing 3 people a very very familiar girl in this black dress the a new york yankees ball cap and a nicely dress gentle men behind her and kieth ely which really is weird i only know him he was playing with this plant in the corner and i say something..............................but what hmmmmm i am going go have to think on that...

but thats it
o yea hey fucker finish the job because i live!!!!!
-josh-

.................................................Alright...................................................hmmmmm.....giving up i will never giveing up i will never consider giveing will be the day it happens.... don't worry about me i will never give up on you......these past few weeks have been hell on my mind but giveing up is not and option here now is it......good old fashion ass kinkn' fix everything nowa days maybe............
......................................me and my wants...........................................
Don't let stuff happen to you happen to stuff be the one and only thing in your life and take back the control before you end up in a destrutive path damnwards and you might not been able to find you way back to real life........till i find you and guide you back

..........................................The Stars..................................
...........Maybe I've been the problem Maybe I'm the one to blame But even when I turn it off and blame myself The outcome feels the same I've been thinking maybe I've been partly cloudy Maybe I'm the chance of rain And maybe I'm overcast And maybe all my luck's washed down the drain I've been thinking about everyone, Everyone you looks so lonely But when I look at the stars, I see someone else and I feel like myself..............
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-josh- never giving up!

take offence to this
I'm glad i choose to listen to someone before calling it whining if you really think about it's kinda bullshit!!!
that might be why i am a great person just nobody but me can see that hmmm next person to ask for help will get as always......
thanks for trying to help this is not your fault it's mine for expecting to get the help i needed......
.............to hope to for friendship after all this is all i got.............

-josh-